Sometimes it happens with me, that I think I am on the right way as my master has told me but often I realize that I was mistaken by my own thoughts. Ego develops from nowhere and transfers my thought process on some other track. I remember one of such moments in my life when I was pursuing my engg. and I was living with saints.
It was friday and I planned to visit back home in meerut for the weekend. As I was about to board my train from palwal till delhi, from where I had to take another train, phone ranged. It was my father and he gave me some instructions which he used to give each time whenever I travelled. One of such instruction was to keep my wallet in the bag with only some money in my pockets that I may require in my 4-5 hrs journey because the number of passengers travelling in the train used to be very large. That day too he told me to do so. But in hurry I just forgot to do so and finally I kept that wallet in my pocket.
Finally, I reached home and after settling in I realized some thing was missing from my pockets. I asked mom if I had kept my wallet somewhere after entering in. But she said ki beta I haven't seen you doing so. It must be in your bag or in your pocket. Soon, I realized that it was missing.
So I laughed and said that might be someone was in a great need and baba ji has given that money to him. I thought that I was surrendering to his wish in this way. Although it contained my debit card along with some other documents but still I was smiling and saying that it is ok and nothing to worry.
Both mom and dad was listening me and they didn't spoke a single word that why you kept it in your pocket or why you didn't kept it in the bag after those instructions?? Nothing they said, but after few minutes my father said few words which had a huge impact on my heart...
He said, " Beta it is ok ki wo wallet gum hua aur aap bol rhe ho ki koi nhi yhi baba ji ki marzi thi aur isme koi shaq bhi nhi...Par 1 baat humne ye bhi dhyan rkhni hai ki humne BEPARWAH BANNA HAI LAPARWAH NHI....". This single line entered in my heart through my ears and I was stunned and thought that now I am putting this on almighty nirankar, but nirankar already told me through my father's words that keep it in your bag...
It was a small incident but till today I pray in the holy feet of baba ji that please bless me so that with your grace and blessings I can become Beparwaah and not Laparwaah!!!!!!
It was friday and I planned to visit back home in meerut for the weekend. As I was about to board my train from palwal till delhi, from where I had to take another train, phone ranged. It was my father and he gave me some instructions which he used to give each time whenever I travelled. One of such instruction was to keep my wallet in the bag with only some money in my pockets that I may require in my 4-5 hrs journey because the number of passengers travelling in the train used to be very large. That day too he told me to do so. But in hurry I just forgot to do so and finally I kept that wallet in my pocket.
Finally, I reached home and after settling in I realized some thing was missing from my pockets. I asked mom if I had kept my wallet somewhere after entering in. But she said ki beta I haven't seen you doing so. It must be in your bag or in your pocket. Soon, I realized that it was missing.
So I laughed and said that might be someone was in a great need and baba ji has given that money to him. I thought that I was surrendering to his wish in this way. Although it contained my debit card along with some other documents but still I was smiling and saying that it is ok and nothing to worry.
Both mom and dad was listening me and they didn't spoke a single word that why you kept it in your pocket or why you didn't kept it in the bag after those instructions?? Nothing they said, but after few minutes my father said few words which had a huge impact on my heart...
He said, " Beta it is ok ki wo wallet gum hua aur aap bol rhe ho ki koi nhi yhi baba ji ki marzi thi aur isme koi shaq bhi nhi...Par 1 baat humne ye bhi dhyan rkhni hai ki humne BEPARWAH BANNA HAI LAPARWAH NHI....". This single line entered in my heart through my ears and I was stunned and thought that now I am putting this on almighty nirankar, but nirankar already told me through my father's words that keep it in your bag...
It was a small incident but till today I pray in the holy feet of baba ji that please bless me so that with your grace and blessings I can become Beparwaah and not Laparwaah!!!!!!
