For the last few years, I have been out of my home. But, due to baba ji's grace wherever I lived, whether it was Palwal for 4 years or now Bangalore, I have been really fortunate to get shelter in lotus feet of his lovely saints. Whenever I get a chance to meet any saint or if I visit any sangat, one of the thing that has been a part of my life is discussion about it with my father. Same is from his side also i.e. whenever he experience something or any sangat, he usually or I must say he definitely shares every bit of it with me.....
One of the similar incident that I remember when I was talking with him and I knew that he went to sangat that day. I asked "Papa aaj sangat kaisi rhi?"". Although it was a usual question from my side by which I meant that please tell me anything new that you heard which can stabilize me more on this path of spirituality. But he replied, "Beta sangat to hamesha hi achi hoti hai....". I don't know how but the sudden response from my side which nirankar gave as a message as well as a request from my side was "Aap kripa kro papa taki mere liye sangat sda hi achhi ho paye...". Although he understood what I meant but still to teach me something more he asked "Kyu apke liye har sangat achi nhi hoti??". The request that came up from my heart gave the answer, "Papa mere liye to whi sangat achi hai jha se main kuch zingdagi me laa sku....Aur aap kripa kro taki har sangat mere liye achi sabit ho taki kewal kano ka ras na lekar aa jau blki rom rom me iska ehsaas mehsoos krte hue aur iske age smarpit hokar seekh pau iske santo se....Aur aisi sangat hi mere jeevan ke liye achi hogi..."
He said, "Baba ji kripa kre aap par beta...." and with a slight smile that I could hear Baba ji gave this blessing from that mouth....
We continued our talk and discussions but till today each time when I visit any sangat the same question comes in my mind after the sangat "Kya ye sangat MERE LIYE achi rhi??........"
One of the similar incident that I remember when I was talking with him and I knew that he went to sangat that day. I asked "Papa aaj sangat kaisi rhi?"". Although it was a usual question from my side by which I meant that please tell me anything new that you heard which can stabilize me more on this path of spirituality. But he replied, "Beta sangat to hamesha hi achi hoti hai....". I don't know how but the sudden response from my side which nirankar gave as a message as well as a request from my side was "Aap kripa kro papa taki mere liye sangat sda hi achhi ho paye...". Although he understood what I meant but still to teach me something more he asked "Kyu apke liye har sangat achi nhi hoti??". The request that came up from my heart gave the answer, "Papa mere liye to whi sangat achi hai jha se main kuch zingdagi me laa sku....Aur aap kripa kro taki har sangat mere liye achi sabit ho taki kewal kano ka ras na lekar aa jau blki rom rom me iska ehsaas mehsoos krte hue aur iske age smarpit hokar seekh pau iske santo se....Aur aisi sangat hi mere jeevan ke liye achi hogi..."
He said, "Baba ji kripa kre aap par beta...." and with a slight smile that I could hear Baba ji gave this blessing from that mouth....
We continued our talk and discussions but till today each time when I visit any sangat the same question comes in my mind after the sangat "Kya ye sangat MERE LIYE achi rhi??........"
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