MAIN HOOO NAA!!!

“Kyu darta hai yaaar…..Main Hoo Naaa!!!”…..These are the few words which I frequently hear from my closest companion/friend/pal or whatever may be the words which can explain this closest relation. Due to my instable nature, I usually forget his presence which takes me to dark cave of fear. Then, although after being surrounded by his supreme shield and presence I feel alone and afraid…..

At that moment, I run here and there to my friends, relatives and people who I think are powerful enough to help me out. He waits and observes how I create complexity for myself in this smooth track of life provided by him. Then finally, when everyone discards and rejects me I pray with tears in my eyes and my heart weeps before him saying, “Aap hi ho jo AB mujhe is duvidha se nikal skte ho….Aap hi ho jo AB mere har dukh ko door kar skte ho….Aap hi ho…Aap hi ho…” and my prayer continues….

He smiles and after taking me in his lap says, “Kyu darta hai yaar……Main Hooo Naaa!!!”….He never says that why you ran here and there for help? Why you forgot me? Why did you called me so late?? No questions at all…. Just hides all my mistakes and blesses me with his divine energy, presence and smile…

Same problems which once looked huge and mammoth for me, becomes so simple and it looks like it has been solved effortlessly. I remember those beautiful words which completely explains my situation…

“Mujhse mushkil se bhi naa ho bade aasan se kaam,

Tu jo mushkil ko bhi chahe to wo aasan bane…”

But, today when I look into the mirror provided by him, I feel guilty of forgetting him each time when it was required and even today I am committing the same mistake. On the other hand, whenever I surrender myself he takes all the responsibilities and then life seems to be a smooth track to run upon.

Without wasting anytime, without running here and there, without asking for some other’s shelter, if I can surrender myself and ask for mercy from him, then surely I will be blessed with the BEST option for me…..

Bless me so that I can hear your voice each time, whenever you say, “MAIN HOOO NAAA!!!!”